Without his knowing, I still stalk his
life. I always visit his facebook page to know what’s happening in his
life. I don’t know why I continue doing that. Even lots of time I keep telling
myself what I do for our relationship was enough; it cannot change what he
feels for me and I already get the answer from him, that he’s feeling for me is
not the same anymore and he cannot fulfill the promise he made for me.
…But I still want to have
an update in his life… and I
told myself that I will really give up when he found a new love, that’s my
expiration date to truly let go on him and accept the fact.