they thought I'm FINE



My mom died. I’m in the most painful moment of my life. I don’t know why, but still I’m longing for CLOUD presence. I still want him to comfort me to ease the pain even just for a little time. For the 9th days of my Mom I invited all of my high school classmates, I texted them including CLOUD, but I didn’t get any reply. And one of my friends told me that he was busy for the board exam.

My friends think it was over. Things between me and CLOUD were really ended because they find me fine to talk about it and I can laugh and have joke about it.