It was early in year of 2010
when my Mom diagnosed with cancer. It became hard for me to be in that
situation, going in school and seeing my Mom in pain was so depressing. I
didn’t lose hope that my Mom will be fine. In those days of my life, I need to
pretend that everything is alright, I need to show up that I’m fine for my Mom
and family not to worry about me, but deep inside I’m dying like no one else
know how it feels like. I try to contact CLOUD, to tell what’s happening in my life and of
course I know he can cheer me up and make the big difference in my life if he
say that he’s there for me... But there’s no CLOUD that do that for me…
…And trying to accept the
fact that his feeling for me is not the same anymore…and thinking that maybe he
changes because he meets new people to change her feeling for me.